Studying learning and networking. What an amazing life. I am so happy to have such a blessed life. To have a beautiful husband who loves me for me, to have an awesome family that will be there through everything, and friends that remain in my life even when we don’t speak for ages. I can’t even begin to express my love for all the great people in my life.
As for life in Los Angeles… I’m working on it. I decided to make my dream a reality and I believe that I can. The reason for it not being fame, not fortune, but purpose. To entertain people, to keep myself honest, to dig into the depths and release that self expression. To become not who I want to be, but who I already am. Sharing with everyone around me, or maybe just everyone who will listen. This life is not meant to be of perfection, but of hope. Dreaming keeps me alive.
Headshots are in progress, this website is in progress and I’m trying to network with everyone and anyone that I can. This ain’t no cake walk you see. Its a journey. Down a path some would never take. Here I am, standing at the bottom, looking upwards, I see so many exciting things ahead of me. So many things that are just visions, not clear yet, but they are there. I am going to make this happen. Why else would I be here?I have the beauty to turn heads, I have the intelligence to learn what I have to learn, I have the creative ability they call “talent”, and I have the energy to make it. I am in the city they call “Hollywood”, and I am ready to take it all in, ready to make my mark in this world.
The only thing that could hold me back is myself. The part of me with negative thoughts and doubt. Without this part of me, I wouldn’t be who I am, but it sure makes things more difficult. I sure love it when I’m happy, when I believe in me, when I let nothing get in my way. When I chooses to say “I love life!” When I can tell myself, “I look good today.” When I can laugh at myself instead of being so critical. Sometimes I find great ways to complicate my own life, but with that I find comfort in knowing that I don’t deny who I am.
I’m just keepin’ it real.
